work, life, and... stuff

I didn't realize it had been about 4 weeks since my last post. I guess life got a little hectic recently! Work is pretty busy and there's too much for me to do. So instead of doing it all, I cut out the lower priority stuff. Works well for me, but I have some nagging residual guilty feelings about not being able to do it all. But the fact of the matter is, my product has become too big for me to be the sole person responsible for the stuff I do. I still kick ass, but a little less ass than before. ;)

ANYway.

Things are about the same with me, band-wise. I'm still plateuing, so no big change there. I can eat more than I'd like to be able to eat, but the last time I got to my naturally tighter spot, I was really tight, which I didn't like. So I'm afraid to get back there again by getting another fill. But I don't get those natural tight periods on any sort of regular interval, so I have no idea when to expect the next one.

In other news, well, Beau and I have some potentially big news. A few weeks ago Beau decided he has changed his mind on having kids. That is to say that he is now willing to have a kid. (!!!) This has basically consumed my thoughts when not thinking about work. I'll spare you the details of my thought processes, fears, anxiety, and indecision. The short story is that we're going to try for a kid, but I'm scared as all heck for so many different reasons.

So who knows, maybe this blog will turn into a pregnant bandster's blog. Or about a bandster trying to get pregnant and the complications involved with that. (Are there any complications with trying to get pregnant while banded?) We probably won't try to get pregnant until we return from our European vacation in mid June. Let's face it, I don't want to puke my way around Europe, ya know? (You can't blame me, hee!)

It's my birthday tomorrow, so I guess I have to go update my profile here to say I'm a 39 year old! Egad, how did I ever get this old??